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Pregnancy Recovery & Maternity Leave!

If you follow me on Twitter (or Tumblr, or Instagram), you already know – I had my baby! I am so thankful I was able to share my pregnancy with all of you, through photos on social media, hot fetish videos, and my weekly pregnancy diary videos chronicling my experience (second trimester and third trimester).

Here I am at my absolute roundest!

I had a pretty fast labour and spent seven minutes (just seven minutes!) pushing. I’m really proud of myself; everything went the way I wanted it to go, and in all honesty it couldn’t have gone any better. I even stopped at McDonald’s for a yogurt first!Hellen Roxx After Pregnancy

I took a selfie 3 hours after delivering baby; then I went grocery shopping

Of course I still need recovery time – having a baby is pretty hard on a body!  I’ll be off until the end of August. That should give me enough time for my body to put itself back together a little, and give me time to adjust to being a mama!  Unfortunately in this line of work I don’t get maternity leave, and I am a single mama, so I’d like to say thank you and express my appreciation to everyone who has sent tributes and wishlist gifts as congratulations, and everyone continuing to buy the videos I’ve scheduled for release during my absence.

Speaking of videos, who else is excited for me to get back to filming?!  I sure am!  I’ve really missed it.  Obviously most of my time these next few weeks will be spent with baby (as well as continuing renovation work on my house), but I have a pretty good feeling that by the end of August I will be all set to get back in front of my camera!  I had a few people express … I’ll say “concern” … about my body postpartum.  A few people were under the impression that a baby would ruin my body and I’d never be the same again.

Well, you’re half right – I’ll never be the same again, that’s for sure! I feel like I’m part of this elite club now; I grew a person in my body for nine months, and then that person came out of my body! It’s amazing! I knew I was a goddess, but damn, that’s just powerful. And really, if I look like this seven days after giving birth, I’ll look fan-fucking-tastic by the end of August.Hellen Roxx after pregnancy

Seriously. Look at this. Now scroll back up to the first picture. There are only SEVEN DAYS between the two images.

I’m already fitting back in to most of my pre-pregnancy clothes – skinny jeans are the only things I can’t wear, and that’s mainly because of my bigger feet (unexpected pregnancy side effect…) and my bigger butt!  I won’t lie and say a bigger butt was unexpected.  It’s not unappreciated either!  I can’t wait until I can do squats again and make this big booty a little more bubbly.

Oh, and boobs.

I now have boobs.

Boobs that cannot be contained by any bra I currently own.

In fact, I’ve decided to just skip wearing a bra most days.

This does have some unfortunate results though – whoever said “don’t cry over spilled milk” has clearly never tried to get dressed while hormonal and lactating.

Are you getting excited for new videos yet?  I hope you are!  Because I need your help.

I would love to try out some new ideas in my clip stores – fetishes I haven’t tried or maybe haven’t explored often, new roleplays, etc – so if there’s something you’ve been waiting for me to try or you have an idea you’d like to see in my store, email me!

Note that I’m not currently accepting custom requests.  Customs are detailed fantasies created for the person ordering and paying for them. I only want your ideas! Ideas are broad descriptions of videos I could make, and are fairly open to my creative changes.

Doesn’t hurt to send me an idea or two and see if it appeals to me!